UNPACKING
The past several days have been a long, grueling process of confession, repentance, and, consequestly, self-discovery...or at least the beginning of it. I have unloaded literally years of sinful baggage (much to the dismay, and at the expense of, my wife) that have weighted me down to the point of almost complete apathy. It has been hard to care about anything; to discover or maintain any sort of passion or drive for ANYTHING has been a chore. I am hard at work deconstructing who I am and figuring out what I want to throw out and what I want to keep... a psychological garage sale of sorts. Anyway, I feel different, but of course I worry that I will slip back into apathy. I don't think so, though. Pray for me, ye few who read this blog.
2 comments:
when we get honest and real good things come. And yet, we (read TIM)resist that and do our best to project a false self and live in fear and be trapped by our own sinfulness or in our own cycle of sin management. honesty costs too much it seems and yet we long to be known and real. Easier said than done in my experience. Now drive to syracuse and give me a hug. Sorry for the disparaging comments on your last post.
I should give you a call some time bro.
Thanks, bub. Syracuse.....is that anywhere near Cincinnati?
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