7.29.2010

BABY STEPS

I'm a food addict. I am just beginning to come to terms with that. After years of beating my head against a wall with weight loss, diets, workouts, and massive failure, I have finally seen my life clearly. So today, I begin this little exercise, the first step in my admission of guilt- I am saying it out loud...well, not literally out loud, but you get the idea. I don't even know what to do from here, but as I figure it out, I will let the web know!

6.16.2010

STARTING OVER AGAIN...AGAIN

So I stumbled back across this blog today, and I'm going to write myself some notes. I need it today. I've allowed myself to slip out of focus on pretty much everything, and I'm feeling it. I am drained from the feeling of failure, and weary of my own whining about it. I've done so little in the last year, and I feel THAT too. One year older, and little to show for it. I'm tired of it, but I know that I have within me the inclination to lay down and die at the first sign of frustration. So...where does that leave me? A man in need of a Savior. Great, I've got him, now what does He do with me?