'TIS THE SEASON
It seems that every year about this time, as the Christmas decorations come out, and everything turns to various shades of red and green, that I get a little introspective. I guess it's all the sensory stimulus, stirring memories of holidays past, and all the whens, wheres, whos, and hows I've been through. I find lyself getting melancholy, thinking of how much time has passed, and how much time has been wasted. And I feel sad.
I feel sad about all the friends we've said goodbye to, or rather, all the people I wish I had gotten closer to.....I find it hard to admit that I ever really had "friends".....my fault, though. It's funny how much time I spend thinking, talking, and reading about things like "community", "authenticity", "openness", "sharing", and all the other little Christian-y catch-phrases, but I tend to live somewhere between "robotic" and "hermit-esque".
The punchline is: sorry about that. Sorry if I always seem distant. Sorry if I appear distant or unconcerned. Sorry if I failed to reach out to help, or greet, or even smile.......I was thinking about it....
This has been a bit of a downer from the keyboard of Josh. Some days, you know?
6 comments:
How do you work for Ramsey with a clear mind?
Well, I'll answer that if you tell me how you post comments without a name. That's a bit too easy on you, isn't it?
Hey buddy..Nathan Mac here. Check out my blog..www.xanga.com/chaplainmcintyre
sound a little defensive (bigdaddy)...i guess i got my answer though...
How do you figure, anonymous? So, you're able to completely peg a person by their response to an anonymous, unexplained comment about their career choice? Tell me how you do that! More importantly, tell me 1. WHo you are, and 2.What your beef w/ Dave is....keeping in mind that he's my boss, not my God.
Yeah,it's so easy to decern with you which one is your God and which one is your paycheck.(now, now daddy)
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