Peer Pressure

My friend, Justin Golden, asked me today what my blog address was, which reminded me that, as with so many other tasks and relationships in my life, I had let this fall by the wayside, whatever that expression happens to be derived from. So, anyhoo, this is me, back in charge again. Life has been a numbing series of task-completion days over the past several weeks, which partially explains the lack of blog. But, hopefully this post is full of bloggy goodness. TO answer the question of the aforementioned friend, I am not sure where I am. I find myself striving to succeed in a job I don't, at times, agree with or understand. Is that the desire for approval and success, or is it the fear of stepping out on faith. SO far, no big voice-of-God moments, just a yearning for more time to contemplate, and more opportunity to live the life I choose, rather than the life I find myself in. It's not really as morbidly depressing as it may sound, but it has that potential from time to time, as I think and dwell on it. That's the shorter answer. More to come.