1.30.2004

BIGGER FREAK

O.K., so I get a reply from the editor of worship magazine, the owner of the company. Bruce Adolph is his name, and he proceeds to assure me that he didn't specify that you could only enter once, so it was ok by him. Secondly, he tells me I may want to unsubscribe from a couple of the newsletters, so I don;t get the same thing over and over. He rocks, I just feel totally useless. Thank you God for convicting me. The humiliation of confessing to someone who could have cared less was a nice touch, as well.
I'M OFFICIALLY A FREAK

O.K., confession time. It's good for the soul. I signed up online for a subscription to WOrship magazine, and at the same time, entered a contest to win a Taylor guitar by subscribing to their e-newsletter. THe bad part was, I decided it wise to sign up for all the e-mail accounts I have access to (7) in order to improve my odds. THEN CAME THE GUILT. I have obsessed over this thing for two days, and then, out of the blue, the editor of the mag calls me last night at home to confirm my subscription. Perfect chance, and I, of course, CHICKEN THE CRAP OUT!!!!! Sooooo, I spoend 30 minutes looking up his personal e-mail address today, and send off this e-mail asking him to take me out of the drawing if he can, and how sorry I am. I feel better, I think, but I feel foolish for doing it in the first place, and secondly, for confessing to a total stranger whose time I wasted in the first place. I AM A GIANT FREAK OF NATURE! Hey, if you read this BRUCE, I really am sorry.

1.28.2004

JUST A MONTH LATER

It's official...I am a stinky blogger. Soooooo, I am gonna steal someone else's blogging idea, and inspire myself by writing "100 THINGS ABOUT ME". Arrogant? Maybe. Irrelevant? Oh yeah.

100 THINGS ABOUT ME
1. I am 25
2. I am married to Melony Lynn
3. I have an awesome daughter named Anna Lynn
4. I have hair (only til the spring)
5. I live in Findlay, OH (a frozen wasteland at the present)
6. I am a worship minister
7. Sometimes I don't want to be a worship minister.
8. Sometimes I don't want to be a minister.
9. Sometimes I get discouraged (see # 7, 8)
10. I love sugar.
11. I love hot wings.
12. I love food in general.
13. I am drastically out of shape (see a pattern here)
14. I cry (more often than I think most men do)
15. I like chick flicks (sorry, sometimes they're just good)
16. I love playing guitar
17. There are times that I would rather play the guitar than sing
18. I want to get a tattoo of Jeremiah 29:11-4 (or somethig else) in the pattern of a yamukah on the top of my head.
19. Sometimes I eat the same thing for breakfast, lunch and dinner (chips & salsa, eggs, pizza, Halloween candy)
20. I could be a better husband.
21. I could be a better dad.
22. I could definitely be a better minister.
23. I could ASSUREDLY be a better Christian.
24. The past four things are all limited to my capacity to lay aside PRIDE.
25. I feel too boring to have 100 things about me.
26. I just though of another....I like toast.
27. I like the quietness of winter.
28. I like the noise of spring when it first arrives.
29. I like having people around...all the time.
30. I like to sleep in the cold.
31. I like to stand out in the rain.
32. I like rap metal.
33. I like bluegrass.
34. I like Gregorian Chant.
35. I hate Jell-O with fruit in it.
36. I like Jell-O, but not Jigglers.
37. My eyes are blue.
38. I have 11 pairs of shoes...is that too many?
39. I fear the mission field.
40. I fear corn fields.
41. I got scared during the "If you build it, they will come" scene in Field of Dreams.
42. Spiders scare me.
43. Sometimes I scare me.
44. I often dream of punching somebody in the face.
45. I have never punched anyone in the face.
46. I have been punched in the face.
47. A girl punched me in the face...actually, it was more like my ear.
48. Getting punched in the ear really hurts.
49. Sometimes I dread going to church services.
50. Sometimes I am bored in church services (hence #49)
51. Sometimes I think we're not really the church God intended.
52. I am struggling to understand my role in God's plan for the church.
53. I like the color purple.
54. The Color Purple was a great movie.
55. I spent the past two days looking for a black shirt.
56. I didn't find the shirt.
57. I wanted the shirt because I liked the way it looked on Paul Baloche.
58. Paul Baloche and I look nothing alike.
59. I am not Paul Baloche.
60. After the 4th store, I remembered that I don't want to be Paul Baloche.
61. I stopped looking for the shirt.
62. I would like to be a writer.
63. I don't have anything to write about.
64. I would like to travel and play music.
65. I envy those who make a living from their music.
66. When I am driving along the Interstate, I often daydream of getting out and walking off into the woods, or a field, or up a hill.
67. I never get out of the car, unless it's at a rest stop.
68. I can't dance.
69. I wish I could fence (with swords, not fencing).
70. I would like to have a kilt.
71. If I had a kilt, I would wear it.
72. I make a mean cheesecake.
73. I make an ugly woman.
74. I make no sense sometimes.
75. I have been in college for 7 years.
76. I am still technically a college student.
77. I am embarrased by # 74, and 75.
78. #74 frustrates me.
79. Someone stole my guitar.
80. I get homesick all the time.
81. I get carsick all the time.
82. I don't get airsick or seasick.
83. I procrastinate.
84. I love Christmas.
85. I've never been on a mission trip.
86. I've always wanted to go on a mission trip.
87. I love to drive.
88. I am a horrible back seat driver.
89. I love the smell of Patchouli.
90. My wife hates the smell of Patchouli.
91. I am currently trying to love another smell.
92. I wish I had a dog.
93. I wish I had a life.
94. I wish I had more friends.
95. I like to wallow in self-pitty.
96. I hate to admit when I'm wrong.
97. I never wear a watch (it gets in the way with my guitar)
98. I never wear a tie (except weddings and funerals)
99. I love making lists.
100. I love talking about myself.